Kristen's Journal

Jesse

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 23:04:44 GMT

In Florida Kimmi got me addicted to Jesse McCartney. And then she burned me the CD for part of my confirmation present. So right now I am addicted to these three songs:

Shes No You
They got a lotta girls
Who know they got it going on
But nothing's ever a comparison to you
Now can't you see that your the only one I really want
And everything I need
Is everything you do?

Any girl walk by, don't matter
'Cause your looking so much better
Don't ever need to get
Caught up in jealousy
She could be a super-model
Every magazine... the cover
She'll never, ever mean a thing to me...

[Chorus:]
She's no you... oh, no
You give me more than I could ever want
She's no you
I'm satisfied with the one I've got
'cause your all the girl
That I've ever dreamed
She's only a picture on a magazine
She's no you... she's no you

They got a lot of girls
Who dance in all the videos
But I prefer the way you do,
The way you move
You're more than beautiful
And I just wanna let you know
That all I ever need
Is what I've got with you

Any girl walk by, don't matter
Every time your looking better
I think your perfect
There ain't nothing I would change
She could be a super-model
Every magazine... the cover
She'll never, ever take my heart away

[Repeat chorus]

No one's ever gonna get to me
Oh, the way you do
Now baby can't you see
That you're the one... the only one
Who's ever made me feel this way?

Nothings ever coming even close
No one's ever been comparable to you

I don't want nothing I don't got
I don't need nothing but you
I can't get more than you're given me
Don't stop anything you do.
Your all that... all that, and then some
You know what... just what I need
And no girl, no place and no where
Could mean a thing to me.

[Repeat chorus]

Why Dont You Kiss Her
We're the best of friends
And we share our secrets
She knows everything that is on my mind
But lately somethings changed
As I lie awake in my bed
A voice here inside my head
Softly says

Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she'll never know
If you never show
The way u feel inside

Oh im so afraid to make that first move
Just a touch and we
Could cross the line
And everytime she's near
I wanna never let her go
Confess to her what my heart knows
Hold her close

Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she'll never know
If you never show
The way u feel inside

What would she say
I wonder would she just turn away
Or would she promise me
That she's here to stay
It hurts me to wait
I keep asking myself

Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she'll never know
If you never show
The way u feel inside

Why don't you kiss her (tell her you love her)
Why don't u tell her (tell her you need her)
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she'll never know
If you never show
The way you feel inside...

and
Whats Your Name
Oh Oh Uh Uh
I turn around you're there again
and suddenly your gone
I wanna get to know you
But I don't know who you are
Your the kind of girl
who makes me stop and lose my mind
I wanna get together but your
oh so hard to find
I see you when I'm at the Starbucks
As your walkin out the door
I see you when I'm rentin' movies
When your leaving the store
I need an opportunity
There's something I wanna ask
I never seem to ever get the chance

What's your name
What's your name
Oh I really wanna know
You got me going crazy
And I want you more and more
Oh hey this could be something real
I gotta let you know the way I feel
What's your name
What's your name
Oh I really wanna know
Cuz everytime I get there
But it's right before you go
Oh hey if only you could see
I wanna get to know you
And to get you knowing me

Woah
See you at the mall
You hanging out with all your friends
I'm waiting to make my move
You go before I get the chance
You know you got me tripping
Thinking bout you day and night
But I can't get to know you
If you don't know i'm alive

I see you when you're at the beach
And your loading up the car
I see you when i'm at the concert
When the lights go dark
There's something I got to find out
If I ever get the chance
There's only three words I wanna ask

What's your name
What's your name
Oh I really wanna know
You got me going crazy
And I want you more and more
Oh hey this could be something real
I gotta let you know the way I feel
What's your name
What's your name
Oh I really wanna know
Cause everytime I get there
But it's right before you go
Oh hey if only you could see
I wanna get to know you
And to get you knowing me

Oh Oh Yeah No No No
Oh
Now wait up
Oh no, don't go away now
Too late
I missed your name girl
Oh no, don't go please
'Cause I'm the one you need

Oh no, don't go
I've got to
Tell you
How 'bad i want you
All I need
Is a chance
Another opportunity to ask

What's your name
What's your name
Oh I really wanna know
You got me going crazy
And I want you more and more
Oh hey this could be something real
I gotta let you know the way I feel
What's your name
What's your name
Oh I really wanna know
Cuz everytime I get there
But it's right before you go
Oh hey if only you could see
I wanna get to know you
And to get you knowing me

What's your name
What's your name
Oh I really wanna know
You got me going crazy
And I want you more and more
Oh hey this could be something real
I gotta let you know the way I feel
What's your name
What's your name
Oh I really wanna know
Cuz everytime I get there
But it's right before you go
Oh hey if only you could see
I wanna get to know you
And to get you knowing me

What's your name
What's your name girl
Oooh, ooooh yeah

Woo
That's it
Ladies goodnight

Thats it for now.

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 17:33:32 GMT

The Answers:

1. "I believe your very fine.. still I havent got the time."-Nice to meet you anyways-Gavin Degraw
2. "I can tell that you dont know me anymore"-One year,six months-Yellowcard
3. "I never thought Id be the one to say please dont leave me."-Promise-Matchbox Romance
4. "We can dance slow. whichever way the beat down our bodies will go."-1,2 Step-Ciara
5. "I can make believe that you're here tonight."-Ocean Avenue-Yellowcard
6. "Are you sick of feeling so left out?"- Simple Plan-Welcome to my life
7. "You must have seen her, dancing in the sand."-Tiny Dancer-Elton John
8. ~~"She was gonna be an actress, she was gonna be a star."~~-1985
9. ~~"Now she's left cleaning up the mess he made."~~-Daughters- John Mayer
10. ~~"So get back back back to the disaster."~~-Memory-Sugarcult
11. "Sometimes the only way is jumping, hope your not afraid heights."-Meaning-Gavin Degraw
12. "This is the least I can do, you know Im bad at calling you."-Playing favorites- The starting Line
13. "If I had it my way, Id turn the car around."-Tiger Lily-Matchbox Romance
14. "Ive found Im scared to know Im always on your mind."-Collide-Howie Day
15. ~~"We reflect on miscommunications and misunderstandings."~~-Best of me-The Starting Line
16. "Girl your too much and I cant control it, you got me all over the road."-Crush-Gavin Degraw
17. "And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it."-Hands Down-Dashboard Confessionals
18. "She never fell to her knees, her searching was over, over."-Piano Song-The Starting Line
19. "I know that you are something special. To you Id be always faithful."-Beautiful Soul-Jesse McCartney
20. "When I saw you walking down the street, I thought thats the kind of girl I want to meet."-Hey Baby-Otiz
21. ~~"Thanks to you, I get what I want."~~-Since U Been Gone - Kelly Clarkson
22. "Standing in the dark. You were acting so in love, with your hand upon his heart."-Just Friends-Gavin Degraw
23. ~~"Or specially great communicators. Did they have brains or knowledge, dont make me laugh."~~-Popular-Wicked
24. ~~"Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again."~~-Only Hope- my version is Switchfoot
25. ~~"And my weakness if that I care too much."~~-Scars-Papa Roach

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 17:16:29 GMT

Take any last guesses. Im posting the answers tomorrow.

1. "I believe your very fine.. still I havent got the time."
2. "I can tell that you dont know me anymore"
3. "I never thought Id be the one to say please dont leave me."
4. "We can dance slow. whichever way the beat down our bodies will go."
5. "I can make believe that you're here tonight."
6. "Are you sick of feeling so left out?"- Simple Plan (What is the name?)
7. "You must have seen her, dancing in the sand."
8. ~~"She was gonna be an actress, she was gonna be a star."~~-1985
9. ~~"Now she's left cleaning up the mess he made."~~-Daughters- John Mayer
10. "So get back back back to the disaster."
11. "Sometimes the only way is jumping, hope your not afraid heights."
12. "This is the least I can do, you know Im bad at calling you."
13. "If I had it my way, Id turn the car around."
14. "Ive found Im scared to know Im always on your mind."
15. "We reflect on miscommunications and misunderstandings."
16. "Girl your too much and I cant control it, you got me all over the road."
17. "And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it."
18. "She never fell to her knees, her searching was over, over."
19. "I know that you are something special. To you Id be always faithful."
20. "When I saw you walking down the street, I thought thats the kind of girl I want to meet."
21. ~~"Thanks to you, I get what I want."~~-Since U Been Gone - Kelly Clarkson
22. "Standing in the dark. You were acting so in love, with your hand upon his heart."
23. ~~"Or specially great communicators. Did they have brains or knowledge, dont make me laugh."~~-Popular-Wicked
~~24. "Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again."~~-Only Hope- my version is Switchfoot
25. "And my weakness if that I care too much."

..nd she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her..

<3

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 19:32:36 GMT

I bet half of these Ash has on hers too. Oh well. We listen to the same music for the most part now.

Put your whole music library on shuffle, then take the first 25 (or less, I was just bored) songs and post a random lyric from each one and then everyone has to comment on whatever ones they know and once enough people have commented, I shall reveal the answers but make sure you put your music in your journal so I can guess yours in return.

1. "I believe your very fine.. still I havent got the time."
2. "I can tell that you dont know me anymore"
3. "I never thought Id be the one to say please dont leave me."
4. "We can dance slow. whichever way the beat down our bodies will go."
5. "I can make believe that you're here tonight."
6. "Are you sick of feeling so left out?"- Simple Plan (What is the name?)
7. "You must have seen her, dancing in the sand."
8. ~~"She was gonna be an actress, she was gonna be a star."~~-1985
9. ~~"Now she's left cleaning up the mess he made."~~-Daughters- John Mayer
10. "So get back back back to the disaster."
11. "Sometimes the only way is jumping, hope your not afraid heights."
12. "This is the least I can do, you know Im bad at calling you."
13. "If I had it my way, Id turn the car around."
14. "Ive found Im scared to know Im always on your mind."
15. "We reflect on miscommunications and misunderstandings."
16. "Girl your too much and I cant control it, you got me all over the road."
17. "And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it."
18. "She never fell to her knees, her searching was over, over."
19. "I know that you are something special. To you Id be always faithful."
20. "When I saw you walking down the street, I thought thats the kind of girl I want to meet."
21. ~~"Thanks to you, I get what I want."~~-Since U Been Gone - Kelly Clarkson
22. "Standing in the dark. You were acting so in love, with your hand upon his heart."
23. ~~"Or specially great communicators. Did they have brains or knowledge, dont make me laugh."~~-Popular-Wicked
~~24. "Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again."~~-Only Hope- my version is Switchfoot
25. "And my weakness if that I care too much."

I was so bored. :-\

If anyone knows all of these you can be my bestest friend ever. It is such a mix of styles.

Let me know when you all give up. Ill give the answers.

Sat, 07 Feb 2004 01:46:54 GMT

BLAH BLAH BLAH

Mon, 12 Jan 2004 22:32:20 GMT

Ok, so.. havent updated in a while, but oh well! In the past forevr whats happened.. hmm, lets see! Well, before new years I went skiing for 3 days (1 at ragged and 2 at Shawnee)! I love skiing so much! then i spent like another 3 days in new hamphsire! I love my family, joy joy! lol.. and then I came back and went to school and my dad forget to email Paris, sorry Mrs. K and tell her that I had to drop out fo show choir (not my choice my parents made me), so everyone told her I had to so i wouldnt have to buy a dress! thanks guys, my dad forgot! but im glad i didnt have to buy a dress! and then I suffered through another 3 days of school! When i went to school on thursday I went into first period which of physiology and Brendan was like did you here about how you got bitched at yesterday?! and i was like WHAT.. and he was like Julie you remember right? but she was like I didnt go, so i knew it was at show choir! well i didnt really care, but when i went into my next class, history, Carlos came up to me and was like OMG yesterday Paris was like yelling at you at us! and he sadi that she announced to the whole show choir that i had to drop out because i was failing (which i didnt care that everyone knew, it was that she thought she had the right to tell them) and he said that she was also like she was telling us how she called and yelled at your dad (which she never did i might add) and how i let down the group! If you know me at all you probably would imagine how pissed I got right at that very moment! well, I went through the rest of the day wanting to kill her! I went to the braodway revue practice after school which made me fell so much better, besides four other people telling em how she announced my life story to the whole choir! I had a lovely talk with J. Pizzle though, and he told me that i had a right to be pissed and that if i bitched out Paris or even went to talk to her, he would like have my utmost respect! so i decided that i would go on wednesday and talk to her, but i figured i would tell ym dad so thta she wouldnt like email him and i would get grounded! so i told him and he like got just as pissed as I was! him being a teacher, he knew that that was breaking the confidentiality thingy! so i went to revue practice today and i stayed and waited for my dad, because he said he would talk to her (i kinda wish i could, because she might think i am hiding behind my dad!) but my dad got there at 3:30 when show choir started and he came back to the car at 3:45 and she stilled hadnt showed! shes always late, so he is going on wednesday! and Paris better be prepared to apologize to me or there is a chane she could possibly be in deep trouble (possibly a loss of a job?!?! not sure about that one but she better apologize or else her supervisor will know!) well, anyways..

OMG, the revue is soooooo amazing! i love it so much! It is so cute! good job Corinne! Oh, and tonight is the night I am making up my solo (yup, thats right, I have a solo in the revue! yea.. my first ever! im excited!) We have to body roll into a guy and my guy is Toad.. aww, hes so cute! i love him!

Some more good news! i saw my costumes and i think for the first year ever i actually like them all, not jsutone or two, all of them!! yay.. and omg , are you ready for this?? I am getting a tutu!!! i have been begging for one for this whole year so far! and some more good news! TAP.. the only class i can manage to stay in the whole time, I HAVE A SOLO sorta! well, its not exactly a solo, but everyone else is doing their own thing, and I get to do something on my own, in the center!

well, i have to finish this stupid chem thing and then off to dance! ok i guess! not sure if ill stay the whole time though!

Wed, 17 Dec 2003 20:52:54 GMT

I was planning on updating this thing every day but once it reached Monday, i knew that could never happen!! Monday I think was the longest day of my life!! It all starrted with a slick move by Betty and Rachel (calling a sectional before the actual show choir practice and not telling us it was a sectional!) i must admit it was a good move on their part!! Then.. show choir went until 7 which was so much fun duringthe breaks but when isnt it??!! lol.. I had to leave at 6:30 though to go to dance!! Dance then went from 6:30 to 9:30, so i didnt get home until 9:45ish. Dance was fun becuase Jen, my best friend from dance who lives in Canton, was finally there! and we are the colest people in our class!! lol.. and we worked on our lyric dance!! its really cute so far but i wish Jeanie would have let me and Jen do our ballerina move, but its still cute!! But anyways, I came home took a shower an went to bed!! Then yesterday, I went down to the middle school to get a ride, adn my dad didnt leave until like 3:30, so i had to rush home and get my dance stuff and then I had to go to the kibrary at 4 for the officers meeting for YAC, and then was the real meeting at 5:15, where i found out that I couldnt run for president again, or any officer for that matter!! I was soo pissed!! but i wnt this other girl to be the new president, but she didnt know what to say for her speech, so i told her id write it for her!! Well.. that ended early but my dad still didnt get there until 6:45, then iw ent straight to tap, which i dread going to because there are 9 yearolds in my class and one hasnt even done tap before and this is my 8th year doing tap.. my tenth year dancing!! I ahte that dance studio so much.. there is no way i am going there next year!! I am getting my ten year trophy this year and then leaving!! but anyways, back to tap.. this class was semi good, because I always look amazing to everyone else.. haha.. and JEanie gave us our opening positions and I am front center, even though I am taller than half the people!! lol.. I so called it! But then i came home and my friggin tv still wasnt working!! and that is the only way the i can watch my shows.. so since i ahd nothing else to do, i wen to bed early!!
Today is the winter concert and I am pretty nervous!! I really dont want to go because I dont really know New Attitude and I dont want to look dumb!! And if Paris wasnt the director, I just wouldnt go!! ughh.. Im nervous.. and I think we are supposed to make an attempt at curling our hai, but Im not even goign to make and attempt because it doesnt work!! it never has and it never will!!

Hopefully the rest of the week will go by fast!! Tomorrow I have to audition for the Broadway Rebeiw thing, but after that I am free.. nothing to do!! that goodness!!

Sun, 14 Dec 2003 20:44:44 GMT

Today is a very cold day! I am sitting here watching the falling snow.. and i am frezzing.. the parade was long and cold!! i went to the high school at 10:30 and the parade started at 1 and we were like the third float so we were donr by 1:45! then my dad came and we took down the tree and I went to pick up my dog, and we got a picture taken of her and santapaws!!! she is soo cute!! i love my baby! I am soo tired and i dont want to go to CCD but i have to!!! ughh

Name: Kristen
Current Location: ToughTown.. yeah right
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: A dark dirty blonde I guess
Height: 5’1/2"
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Leo
Innie or Outie: Innie
Instruments you can play: Piano and Marimba (used to play clarinet)

Two - Describe

Your hair: I think its brown but people say its dirty blonde
Your eyes: Brown (havent we already done this)
Your fears: drowning and heights
Your perfect pizza: T-Spa
Current favorite song: All I want for Christmas is You
mood: bored..
Current favorite band: I don’t have one

Three - What is...

Your most overused phrase on aim: definately
Your thoughts first waking up: is it already morning?
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Smile
Your best physical feature: my butt??!
Your bedtime: Weekdays: 10:30ish Weekends: who knows
Your favorite piece of clothing: my A&F sweatshirt
Your worst day: Mondays
Your best day: Saturday
Your dream for the future: Become a Pediatriction and get married

Four - You prefer

Pepsi or coke: Coke
Mcdonald's or Burger King: depends on my mood
Single or group dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: coffee (only ised though)

Five - Do You

Smoke: no
Shower everyday: Yup
Do you think you've been in love: unfortuantly
Want to go to college: Yes
Want to get married: Yes
Believe in yourself: Yes
Get motion sickness: nope
Think you're attractive: you tell me!
Get along with your parents: my mom and occasionally my dad
Like thunderstorms: yeah

Six - In the past 6 months, did/have you...

Drink: i dont think so
Smoke: No
Done a drug: No
Go to the mall: Yes
Eaten a entire box of Oreos: Hate oreos so NO
Eaten sushi: No
Made homemade cookies: Yes
Dyed you hair: No
Been caught "doing something": No
Gotten beat up: No
Changed who you were to fit in: No

Seven - The Future

Age you hoped to be married: 26.. end of med school
Numbers and names of children: 2
What country would you most like to visit: Italy

Eight - Number Of

Number of drugs taken illegally: None
Number of people you can trust with your life: 2 maybe 3
Number of piercings: 4
Number of tattoos: None
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: couple
Who do you like: hmmm..
Who likes you: Mike.. and not sure
What do you want to do: noy go to CCD thats for sure
Who do you never get sick of: Steph MAguire
Do you sleep on your back: No, side or stomach
Do you like water: yeah, but to quench thirst

Nine - In the last 48 hours have you...

Cried: yeah
Bought something: yeah
Gotten sick: No
Sang: yeah
Eaten: alot
Felt stupid: No
Met someone new: yeah
kissed someone: No.. tear tear
Had a serious talk: yeah
Missed someone: Yeah
Hugged someone: Yeah
Fought with your parents: No
Dreamed about someone you can't be with: Yeah

Ten - Who is...

Your enemy: Not sure
Your best friend: Steph, Carolyn, Kate, Nessa
The person you trust the most: Steph
The person that can cheer you up: Anyone who loves me
The person that you talk to when you have a problem: Steph and Kate unless its them
The Person that hates you the most: I don’t know
The person that would pay the most to see you naked: prob. Mike
The last person you talked to online: Steph
The last person you talked to in person: My mom

Sun, 14 Dec 2003 04:59:56 GMT

I am so tired.. last night i went to bed at like 1 in the morning and my aunt called at 8 and wanted me to go to the mall.. so of course I went! Then i walked around helping my annoying little cousin get his gifts, and I ended up getting one of the things I needed! I hate being broke! I need a job! And then i went back to my cousins house and I helped them wrap and then I went to church and then i came home and played with this lovely thing some more and then I made Steph Maguire one of these and then i figured out how to do cool stuff! And then i had to clean and here I am right now! I have to go to bed real soon though because the parade is tomorrow and I have to get up early to be at the high school early to set up for it! Ughh.. I had to rush around and call everyone from the YAC (Youth Advisory Council) today because my being the president had to call everyone at least 6 times in the past week and a half and I was too lazy on thursday so I kept putting it off and then it came to today and I had to call everyone! I hate doing that... and this one girl her phone was busy for two hours os if she doesnt come tomorrow its not my problem! oh well!! I am going to go off to bed, and dream some sweet dreams! See you all later!

Happy Sweet Sixteen Steph!!

Sat, 13 Dec 2003 04:42:31 GMT

YEAH YEAH YEAH!!
Tonight was the greatest night I have had in a long time!! Lets see.. we went to T-Spa to show off the short hair, which turned out to be a bust! Then we went to Friendlys and sat in Rachel's car for literally an hour talking! I loved it! I happy that Betty, Nicole and Rachel let me join FFF!! I feel incredibly loved these days! Anyways.. I got this lovely journal from those splendid chillens! they made it for me!! how nice?? I am home and i wish i was still partying but unfortunately my dad had to go sleepy so i had to go home! I am going to fool around with this some more so I am going to end this! Oh, and about a week or so I am going to make this friends only, so if you want to be included, make sure I add you!

<3_KristeN_*